illusionist

Wednesday, March 18, 2009
this crush ain't going away..........:D

hello bello:D
these past couple of days have been totally awesome:D

thursday the 12th: WE GOT IN FOR OM!!!:(
how on earth did THAT happen?!
my group so totally did not want to get in but we did-.-wth-.-
and everyone told us to be happy that we made it to the finals but that just means work,work and MORE work:(
and we're busy enough already:(oh well.....
after school,went to have lunch wiht grace,wei ting and felicia(the small one)hahahha!!!:D
yeah.....and felicia is damn funny/weird!:D
if you make her laugh,she will not stop laughing,i swear!:S
so yeah....that was my thursday.....

friday the 13th:today was awesome:D had LD phototaking and i made friends with this super nice junior who DSAed into IJ from Marymount through drama:Dcool huh?her name's nicole and she's TALLER THAN ME!omg!so cool right?!finally,i've found a junior taller than me:Dyay!;D
took our pictures.........ponned PE:D(at least we didn't have to run cuz forgot to bring my track shoes:S)
after school....had SYF and we went to ACJC to practice cuz that's where our SYF is gonna be held:S scary man!OMG! their stage is HUGE!!!!!!!it's so damn pretty too:Dthey even have a spiral staircase leading up to the bridge above the stage!!:D

i wanna go to ACJC........but mama wants me to go to CJC.........oh well....ce la vie.....
and nathalie says that i've improved!yes!:D GO IJ SYF! WE WILL GET GOLD!:D

saturday the 14th:found out about smth......and i'm overjoyed!as miley cyrus once sang:i can't wait to see you again:D
we had our cathecism class together with Con 2B and we played ALOT of games:D
we had to sit with the ppl from con2b...and guess what/i ended up sitting with shaun kingston!:Di love him mna!:Dhe's the best!:Dhe even helped us take some pictures!:D love you shaun!

sunday the 15th;stayed at home and did hw....talked to my sis who's in hawaii!.........and suddenly.....out of nowhere,joshua called me and gave me faris' number:Oscary man! but i was so friggin happy that i couldn't stop smilling on monday,tuesday and wednesday:Dcan't wait to see you again mr cuty puff!

love you all,food<3

posted @ 7:37 PM

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

hello:D
i'm back to blog:D
i fell down yesterday after ;photo-taking-.-and now my calf is swollen:(
stupid wobbly bench:(i haven't the faintest idea of why it tipped over but yeah,it did-.-with me on it-.-i fell when i was trying to get down from my position:( my foot hurt like hell after that and all the teachers there ran to me asking me whether or not i was ok and whether i got hit-.-
of course i would have gotten hit by the bench!-.-
damn funnay leh:D
but also very painful:(

yesterday had SYF practice in our costumes........super tiring!:(
nathalie hennedige(our SYF director) told me to stop whining.................
i never knew i whined:O
shocking.......
but it's good to know so that i can become a better person:D
i try not to take it personally...........
it's nothing personal,just business......:D
nobody ccan become the perfect gift........we can only improve ourselves and make ourselves better and better:D
yay!:D

and apparently,saira knows someone who knows faris as well:Dhahahah:D
i htink that that is so cool!:D
this really is a small world!;D

i hope i find you:D
then we can become friends again:D
pretend as though we were never "seperated":D
i can't wait:D
till we meet again dear faris:D
adios.......dear friend:)

sighs..............oh,on monday,i went for this meeting thingy and all the ppl there were acting out of control:(
poor wenjin had to control them so i decided to help her but didn't really succeed:(
later,i apologised to her on behalf of all the lower sec girls............
all of you owe wenjin an ice-cream sundae!>:(

sorry....very pissed right now>:S
oh dear........i've gotta now....toodles!

food,<3

posted @ 7:23 PM

Thursday, March 5, 2009

NERDS ATTACK!:D

omg!

yesterday was so cool!

sec 2/1 and 2/2 had our general leadership programme:D

it went really well:D

my group("the attack of the nerds!") came in first!

GO NERDS!:D

and in my group,i won some enthu award:Dcool huh?

:Dat the beggining,we were all enthu and stuff and we kept making up nerdy versions of popular songs like "hot and cold","love story" and many,many more:D

but after we entered the jungle and when we got tired,everyone told me to shut up when i sang.but i still continued to try and bond the nerds and guess what/we came in first! woohoo!:D

our facillitator was damn funnay:Dbtw,his name is gilbert:Di dunno why,but he sounds like some gerbil:Dlol:D

chelsey was the i/c at the beginning.....but for some reason,she later asked me to be the i/c-.-

so i had to lead the group to the lunch point and that was where we caught up with the rest of the groups and because we finished eating first,we reached the bus first:Dyay!:D

our cheer is so cute:D

it goes like this:

watch out watch out

it's the attack of the nerds!

we're smart and we're cool and we're super enthu!

kami pintar,rao su rao geng,le petite but we're strong!

and we NEVER go wrong!

hehehehehhehehehhehehehehhhehheheheh!!!!!!!!8D

cool huh?:D

we'er supposed to incorporate 4 different languages into our cheer which probably explains the unfamiliar words in the fourth line;D

i think our cheer is awesome:D

right then....i shall end here and do my hw:D but before i end off,i just wanna say smth to my group members:

don't ever be discouraged when someone tells you that you can never make it.

those ppl don't know the hell what htey're talking about.

we're the greatest group anyone has ever seen and we should keep it that way:D

no matter what ppl say,we will continue to do our best and strive for accuracy in everything we do:D

we were a great group and i'm so lucky to have you guys as fellow group members:D

i love you nerds:D

food!<3

posted @ 6:30 PM

Thursday, February 19, 2009

I'm Just A Kid lyrics

I woke up it was 7 Waited till 11 just to figure out that no one would call

I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them

What's another night all alone?

When your spending everyday on you own and here it goes

[Chorus]

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare

I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair

Nobody cares,

cause I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me tonight

And maybe when the night is dead,

I'll crawl into my bed

Staring at these 4 walls again

I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time

Everyone's got somewhere to go And their gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare

I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair

Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me

What the hell is wrong with me? don't fit in with anybody

How did this happen to me?

Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep and every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid [repeat x5]

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare

I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair

Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is nobody wants to be alone in the world.

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare

I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair

Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is nobody wants to be alone in the world

Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me.

Tonight.

I'm all alone tonight

Nobody cares tonight

Cause im just a kid tonight

yo!

today was a really dramatic day:)(every day is a dramatic day)

saw ahem and shari in the morning on the way to assembly and shari seems pretty happy that she paid me first:)lol:D i love shari:)she's very sweet:) she's one of my nicest seniors........speaking of which...the sec 3 peeps went on their adventure camp today:)good luck to you all!
had a history test this morning:(
but i felt pretty good about it:)

lol:)during OM,i decided to create my very own imaginary boyfriend:D
so,i was asking around for name suggestions,and that led to this following convo:

me:hey,i'm gonna create an imaginary boyfriend:)butt....what should i call him?
grace:lucas
me:skywalker!*starts singing the darth vader theme song*
grace:-.-
gwenda:maynerd
me:isn't that from.....
gwenda:desperate housewives:)
me:-.-which nickname is more lame? may?or nerd?-.-
both gwenda and i start laughing:D

oh,and i found out that gwenda loves lifehouse too!!!!!!!:D
especially you and me!:DDDDDD
yay for lifehouse!

after school,i met up with nat and dawn for our cat class project:)
we went to macs near church and then,to church..............
ate in church but decided that it was too hot-.-
so....nat called up her grandparents to see if we could over to their house to work instead:)
her grandfather said that it would be ok,and we were off!:)

arrived at their house and set down to work:)
and,i must admit,we worked much better there than we would have at church:D
but their table was dusty:O ezcema alert!:O

but its ok now:))
there's gonna be puppets in our show!:DDDDyeah!
we were discussing how we would be the most prepared group that actually bothered to meet up-.-

joce couldn't come cuz she got a meeting and maria had OM:(
then,we went home and on my way home,i got frightened by this group of guys in bicycles who were making fun of me:(
so,i called nat when they disappered and we chatted for a long time and she calmed me down:)
it's been such a long time since nat and i have talked on the phone..........it felt so good to crap with her again,making fun of monkey:)

me:omg!
nat:what?
me:i think i see someone who looks exactly like sean!
nat:huh?really?
me:oh,no,sorry. it's just a monkey:)
nat:*burts out laughing*:)

yeahhh:)
oh!and,i found out that faris is in 3T1:)
i found out through his friend who is friends with marissa:Dcool,huh?:D

k then,i shall go now,
food!!<3333

posted @ 7:41 PM

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

i want to cry
i want to cry in your arms
your arms,protecting,keeping me safe and warm.
we all want our own superman.
someone to keep us from harm....and from getting hurt....
i feel as though i'm making it all up
like you're not real
and evethough everyone's trying to pull us apart,they don't know what i feel inside
no amount of lies can keep us from believing in ourselves....
sometimes,we just have to trust ourselves:)
and to all those that make empty promises:i'm not angry at you for saying those things:)
i don't hate you.in fact,it's the complete opposite.
i want to thank you for opening my eyes:)
for making me realise that there are such liars like you in this desolate world:)
but i also know that there's still hope:)
everyone has they're own superhero
someone to turn to
and mine happens to be you:)
no,not you,the liar....but you,yes you:)
you're my very own superman:)
thank you:)
and now i shall end off with three very simple words
simple,yet they hold a very rich and deep meaning:

i love you

:)

posted @ 8:11 PM

dammit
why now?
i know that you ___ ___
so,why don't you find me instead of leaving me to do all the dirty work......
you know i miss you......
everyday,i wait for the moment you would appear and make me whole again
but everyday,you never come,and another day has been wasted away.......
i love you
every face i see,every voice i hear,i wish they were yours so that i would never ever forget your face or the words you say......
i'm still waiting
and i'll wait for the moment that you appear.
why now?
dammit

posted @ 4:48 PM

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

woah,it's been (like what,a week?)since i last blogged:O
cool,guess what?it's three more days to the big valentines day:Dgrace and i are gonna combine out tiny presents:D lol:)
sighs.....i think "boston" is the new "empty":Dmy new fave emo song:DDDDD
omg...i cannot stand ppl who just wanna go for the DEP trip just because it's gonna be at London >: i can't stand them.....they don't think about those that really want to go to London not just because it's "london" but because we get to learn alot more about drama!! >:
stoopid idiots.....-.- .......>:
so seriously guys,you all should be more considerate to those who are actually interested in drama and not be so extra and come along just to experience being in london-.-there are limited seats so please think wisely.......it would be really mean to mr A and to all of us if you come along,but don't do anything at all-.-that's really being very inconsiderate so do us all a favour and piss off>:

posted @ 5:46 PM